About your pig and you.
Your choice of background shows that you are friendly, kind and optimistic but can sometimes speak from the mind not from the heart.The direction your pig is facing indicates you being direct and straightforward, you will not avoid confrontation when hard decisions are needed. You will play devil's advocate to ensure that all possible avenues have been explored.The amount of detail in your pig means you are analytical, cautious and sometimes suspicious.Because your pig has four legs, some may say you are stuck in your ways but actually this reflects your strong beliefs and your stubbornness in defending them.The larger the pig's ears, the better listener you are.The longer your pig's tail, the better your sex life – need we say more!
Colour TestAt this particular time you are feeling the results of extreme stress and you are seeking a 'way out' but you are pushing too hard. Obviously you need peace, tranquillity and contentment. Your temperament is such that you are hoping, unrealistically perhaps, that your desires will shortly be fulfilled (even if at this time you are not quite sure what those true aspirations may be!).
You enjoy taking part in anything that may constitute fun and excitement. You need to be stimulated and need to feel that 'Life is worth living' and you are awaiting that stimulation and you don't particularly care where it comes from!
Matters are not progressing as well as you would have hoped and you are having to make concessions - but you still believe that your goals are realistic it's just that people can't seem to see your point of view. You know what you want but you'll only accept suggestions under duress.
You are presently experiencing excessive stress as a result of self-restraint. You act and think differently from the common herd and you want to be liked and admired for yourself and to associate with people who feel and act as you do. Because of this need to be self-reliant and to break away from mediocrity, you are finding this situation most uncomfortable and you are experiencing considerable
The situation is uncomfortable and you would like to break away from it, but you refuse to compromise with your opinions. You are unable to resolve the situation because you are continually postponing the making of necessary decisions. You are stubborn but this is no deterrent to a happy life, so why drop your standards. Think positively, everything will work out. It has worked out successfully for you in the past and it will again in the future.
The tensions and stresses that you have experienced of late have been the result of trying to cope with conditions which are really beyond your capabilities. You feel completely inadequate to cope with the situation and you would like nothing better to escape from it all and to be able to relax in a problem and pressure free environment where you can do your thing.
The tensions and stresses that you have experienced of late have been the result of trying to cope with conditions which are really beyond your capabilities. You feel completely inadequate to cope with the situation and you would like nothing better to escape from it all and to be able to relax in a problem and pressure free environment where you can do your thing.
&nexti wonder why i got such a mom you know
my aircon spoiled i.e. hot air comes out instead.
i thought maybe, its the remote controller.
so i took my mom's remote controller.
went into my room, turn it to 19degrees and switched it on.
then, without pressing anything else, i placed it back into her room.
and the next day she can call me and i say
"i almost fell down the stairs today! all becos of you! you turn the air con till so cold! must be you! you want me to die!"
PLEASE LAH. i didn't even turn her aircon down!
"don't sleep in my room anymore!"
WHAT THE HELL. FINE LAH.but its really hot in my room. not only is it hot, it's also noisy!
my house is by the high way. i seriously think ppl dont need to sleep one, can drive so loudly midnight.
dont you think she's too much!
i end up sleeping in the living room!
what the hell.
2 consecutive nights ok!
and now, "no money." den the air con just leave it like that.
WHAT THE FUCK.the last time her aircon broke down, she immediately call ppl to fix it
what's with the indifference treatment?!
why is it all the bad things that happen on her is MY FAULT?!
and all the good things is GOD'S GIFT?!
if one day i leave GOD, don't say it's my fault!
it's my mom's fault!
she always say i wasnt there for her. i always want her dead.
ya ya ya.
if i want her dead, she'll be dead by now
i really want to move out loh!
she doesn't even bother to think why no one can stand living with her
everyday, have to quarrel at least with one person once
once she nags, it'll be for minimum 1 hour
and her nag, its not even current! she can bring up topics years ago.
she only recognise the bad effort
things that you do that contributes, she'll just say "you should do it what."
thanks ar
she claims to be the best mom
but she doesn't even see her faults
nothing is her fault
all mine
all my dads
all my sisters
all her family members but her
i dont understand why i have such an unreasonable mother
i'm 19 and yet i still have curfew
she doesnt even understand anything
no shorts, no sleeveless "you're fat"
watch tv "useless kid" watch computer "..."
go out "only know how to go out, what about me? you dont even give a damn a bout me"
ya ya.
i dont ok?
its becos you're just being authoritative.
kids at my age needs a "FRIEND" not a "MOTHER"
you dont even bother to listen to me
i say too much "you're wrong. you should think this way, that way this way"
HI. I HAVE A MIND OF MY OWN.
is that wrong?
you're suffering from self fulfilling prophency!
you're capping your expectations on me.
i'm not your doll
you dont give birth to a kid and she's born ideal OK
and even if she's not ideal, you don't MAKE HER ONE OK
you think you know me
but you say i'm DESPERATE FOR MEN
oh my gosh if i am, i'll be PREGNANT BY NOW
not talking big but I DO HAVE MANY SUITORS
even if the reaason for turning them down is not because of you, at least it shows i'm NOT DESPERATE FOR "EM.
"you're my daughter, i know you"
YA. if all mothers know how their daughter thinks and behaviour, THERELL BE NO CONFLICTS IN THE WORLD ANYMORE.
i dont understand why i have such a mother
oh my gosh
i really want to move out man
wait, wait a few more years i'll be out
i'll be a free bird
i dont even care if you want me as a daughter anymore
since you dont even care why should i bother
and now she complains
"i'm going to throw temper because your songs are so noisy!
i so tired already you still play this songs
you want me to die i know!"
WHAT THE FUCKshe's the one who wants the computer to be placed in the living room
and now she say i'm playing noisy music?
ITS DEFINITELY NOT NOISY
"i still believe" by cao ge NOISY MEH?
"wo you wo de young" by fei lun hai NOISY MEH?
FUCK
dont like den let me bring my computer in the room lah!
and play music means want you to die?
FUCK SIA
den you nag means want me to jump down lah?
I HAVE A FUCKED UP LIFE MAN.