my mom is f-ing annoying.
she blames me for not doing anything(and the fact is there's nothing to do!)
i rather be out than at home and she's the reason why.

and i'm already so annoyed, people are still annoying me.
like asking me to give care and concern when i'm not even his gf.
hello, wake up. i don't give a damn even if u land in hospital.

urgh. nonsensical people.

anyway. yes. about guys not being considerate.
i guess, it's just their habit?
i realised, many guys do that. i really wonder why but i know,
i'll never get the answer.
to guys, i'm just being sensitive.
but they don't realise, how fragile my confidence is for this kind of things.
my insecurity and me, not being a risk-taker anymore.
well, to me, this habit means treating me like trash.
so, of course i will not be able to accept right?

hopefully, things will be settled and over soon.

now back to some updates regarding my trips.
simply, my swimming on wednesday was cancelled.
not because of the rain, but because of nicole tay.
(rar.) she was too tired to swim.
(i believe, it was because she was online shopping the previous night.)
and so, i dragged.

friday, met with si si.
i managed to pass my msg to her
"the size of your ass isn't equivalent to your ability to give birth"
lol
enqi keeps calling me yi yi
kids! SO CUTE.
then, later in the night, derrrick came and picked me
in a group, we went to send casey's gf home.
F.Y.I she stays at sembawang,
so conclusion we travelled there
and the journey's atmosphere was horrible.
firstly because i was made to sit with casey's gf,
just to test her, see if she will kp later on.
secondly, we irritated the driver -derrick,
because he was already annoyed at the fact,
that he had to travel 70km there and we kept probing him.
thirdly, i had to reach home early that night.
so, that's about it.

saturday, i went roller blading.
i lost my ability to blade. lols
luckily, i only fell down once and casey,
omgoodness he fell like mad.
lol to be exact, he was making a fool out of himself
because he was learning how to blade.
so did derrick.
they swore not to be on blades again.
MWAHAHAHA.
then, we went to play the basketball shooting in the arcade.
WONDERFUL. i loved it.
but our high score is horrible(longyu and me) - 107
and our lowest, 28(i think).
it's that low because we were trying to shoot threepoint
and my ball rebounced and hit longyu on her head
(sorry!)
with audience staring at us with amusement.
lol we were pure entertainers then.

and as for today, church ended early today
and no one was able to meet me early
so i headed home feeling rather mad.
later on, weichen came and picked me and derrick
we headed to west coast

it's my first time there
it feels very by the esplanade kind
no sand, but there's the sea,
with the ships and everything.
we saw sun set and i was grumbling
it's really un-romantic to watch sun set with you guys.
WHAHA. they were busy inhaling toxic.

the sun set is beautiful. reddish, orangy. lovely.
and we "picnic" and they were playing around.
took a few of their gay photos and,
weichen fetched me to pasir ris.

met with nicholas at pasir ris to get the anime dvds.
hurs. was pretty late so we didn't get to chat much.
but he looked the same, with or without that botak head.
lol

and here i am at home, bearing my mom's boliao tantrums.