anxiety and fear are eating me upA level results is going to be out on 6th March.
tentative.
when i heard it, my heart went
down down downi can foresee myself sitting in the lecture hall
listening to them reprimand me for failing
and
failing terriblyi hate myself.
i hate myself for allowing such things to have a chance to happen on me.
but since time can not turn back,
and there's no point regretting,
i can only accept the consequences.
so, i want to go on a fast.
fast, as in christian fast.
-__- sam didn't understand it at first.
so i had to mention the second line.
anyway.
i need to go get kor's birthday present.
lol. didn't have time/chance to go out and buy stuffs.
to be truthful, i haven't even buy my new year clothes.
shrugs i don't seem to have the cash either.
haha.
i happened to be shopping online,
but the shipping fees amount to sing price.
so, no point buying "
imports"yes, i want to get dress.
suddenly feel like wearing dress.
poutsoh ya, i want to get shoes too. and bags.
i have no matching shoes and bags at all!
budget budget sobbss